3 Months

It's been three months
I wake up and still feel as if I've been blindsided by a train
The nights are the hardest
I'm not even sure why
Perhaps its because I no longer have you laying by my side

I look back and I don't know what to believe anymore
Nothing makes sense
How could I be so foolish?
How could I be so blind?
Were you trying to tell me ever so subtly all along?

I wish I could erase you from my mind
Erase you and all that we had
All that we had built
Then maybe I could find some peace

In the end I'm just a fading photograph of someone you loved
Once.


...me