The Unforgivable

I tread
into the barren bleakness,
into the scarred landscape
of the unforgivable.
Sometimes my body trembles,
my chest squeezes
the pain so unbearable
my body tingles in numbness.

The further I tread
the darker my sins,
the worst is yet to come.
This journey is killing me.
I find myself more loathsome,
more deplorable
than ever imagined.

A wave of pain washes over me,
I am paralysed.
I see you
I dream you
I see Myself.