Be happy

I want to tell him
"Do what you need to do to be happy."
But I have taken an oath of silence
The only words I have
tiny mirrors
aimed to reflect the sun
tiny reminders
should I lose my way and find myself suddenly in darkness.

I have taken myself out of the race
I drift lazily instead on the surface of longing and desire
Each day takes care of itself.
Each day I learn the end of us is not the end of me.
I can let go and live
I can let go and
Be happy
I can let go and
Be
at peace.
I can let go and
Be
Free.